Well, I had this great idea about a year ago. I was in Michaels looking for some HTV when I saw easter baskets on clearance. I was like I can but these now, then when Easter comes next year I’ll make them up and sell them.
Lets just say if you don’t have big bucks to pay for advertising you will get nowhere. I am an introvert. I tend to overthink things and talk myself out of doing something for fear of failure. So I fail myself before I even have a chance.
I really feel like I make beautiful stuff, just no one sees it because I hold myself back. For fear of being laughed at. You see here I don’t hear the people laughing because this is just words on a phone screen. Of course my family will shlw support in front of me. But I don’t feel it’s genuine. No one here will even see this. I am going to complete my contract and by November it will be official that I have failed once again. You’d think I’d be used to it by now. But let me tell you it still stings and each failure seem to sting a little deeper.